If I ever learn accept the killer in me,
I hope you can accept the survivor in you.
There is no fix for the cure, only more disease to be had.
I am not what is good, but what was lost and tear clad.
I’m in love with a sinner, his sin in the mirror.
I see his eyes looking past my mind, struggling, and taking what he can find.
I know its my love his hands take. I love this terrible mistake.
Fire and Ice, water mixed with oil.nothing else makes my blood so wonderfully boil.
Gamble with my heart, go ahead rip it apart.
because without you it would never be complete, and no one in this world would ever be able to repeat.
you have and always will be my most beloved sin, and darkest desire.
I look back and seek you once again in vain. Hearing no goodbye.
When did I become a part of you to just let die?
Abandoning all hope of tomorrows sunrise.
Its not longer left as a part of this disguise.
I do not know what love really is anymore.
My heart feel like a salt filled open sore.
Some how I must find the sun, in the darkest of all places.
One day prehaps I wont look for your face.
My soul will always miss its hidden cover.
but I will always enjoy memories of my forbidden lover.
That place only you hold, glued together with false hope.
This will not be the knife to my heart, or dangling rope.
Leaving behind a trail of destruction and pain.
a path of the steps we took walking away is all that remains.
Find me one day, happy in separate steps far from grace.
I promise to never replace the torn leather and ripped lace.
Good bye forever, may my love serve you well.
As for me, well I’ll never allow myself freedom of this cell.
I am bound by fate never to recreate..
Good bye everything about this place, this love, this state.
